18 January

Fighting with Myself

Fighting with Myself

I am another youYou are another me When I fight with you, I’m really just fighting with myself.I said that this week and I truly meant it.There was a time that I’d hear such words and wonder about on what drugs someone had to be on to say something so bizarre. Yesterday, I was on […]

13 December

Conscious Christmas

Conscious Christmas, it’s not all about Consumerism, and no it’s not about religion too, well not for me. For me it goes back further than a couple of thousand years, billions of years actually.. Maybe it’s too late, maybe you already bought half the shops out of stock, or maybe you’ve been waiting for the […]

10 November

The Fact Is

The Fact Is

The Fact Is That we are fine, that I am fine, although sometimes it doesn’t feel as though I am That this too shall pass; the good, the bad, the ugly, the beautiful, the happy and the sad It’s the waiting on reassurance from without which takes away one’s power of self and brings in doubt I […]

13 April

Friday 13th, Unlucky for Some

Friday 13th, Unlucky for Some

Friday 13th, Freaky Friday.  I have never really understood why. Some people are superstitious of numbers, some of black cats, some of walking over a certain number of drains; and others even more crazy things. This Friday 13th marks a D day for me, D as in Divorce.  The BIG D, especially at age 33, […]

7 February

Sri Lanka Suprise!

Sri Lanka Suprise!

Sri Lanka Sunrise at Sri Padaya!  Beautiful! At first, I didn’t think I’d write about this. I mean, I couldn’t see where I’d done wrong, but I still had a sense of shame. It’s only after talking about it, a lot, that I realise I’ve done nothing wrong.  I’d never wore shorts or swimwear off the beach, […]

26 September

Awesomely Me

Awesomely Me

Whilst I’m sat here writing, half in a puddle of tea (fortunately herbal and unsweetened) and nearly over feeling ropey from lunch, I revel in another layer of, it’s all about me.  Also in the happening today, complete organisational fail as I wasted 3 hours not having my optician appointment (long story, long day!); forgot to […]

14 August

Confidence at the heart of it

Confidence at the heart of it

Confidence, has a lot to answer for.. I used to get so embarrassed about messing up what I was saying and teaching in front of a class, which in turn would make me stumble more and more over my words and delivery.  Especially when in front of a new group of people (teaching or otherwise). I’d […]

6 August

I Just Don’t Feel Like It

I Just Don’t Feel Like It

I Just Don’t Feel Like It.  Would missing that class be a total abomination of my physique, training, or education?  Would not going out with my friends, making me a bad friend, a recluse, or to never meet my match?..  What happens when I don’t feel like doing what’s on the agenda?   Would missing all those […]

8 July

An acknowledgement to kind people

An acknowledgement to kind people

Kindness.  Nothing less.. When I was about 17 I was starting to get closer to a long time flirting, high school time sweet heart. Within a couple of weeks, I cheated on him with his good friend, in his place.  I was drunk and stupid, had no idea what I wanted out of a relationship.  Since […]

10 March

Full Moon in Virgo

Full Moon in Virgo

Full Moon in Virgo.  This Sunday we’ll be having another full moon, it will be in the sign of Virgo.  Virgo is known for it’s attention to detail and way of making sure everything is just so. For me, so far already this year has been something monuMental, with many highs (matched by their opposite […]